The days when I wanted to cry, I wanted to cry hard, wanted to cry my heart out. Broken, shattered and completely lost. Days when nothing seems worth living for. When no one seems to give a damn about me. Everyone comes up with different excuses and reasons to leave me. They needed a break from me. Actually, they needed a break from my love. They ran away saying my love is wrong. I'm wrong if I have that feeling of love within me. I find myself with questions for which no one wants to answer. They just wanted to say that I'm wrong. Don't know where and why? but I'm wrong. Sometimes I don't want to live anymore. I wanted to disappear forever. I'm done with these heart breaks, losing loved ones, hoping for them to come back. Nothing happens but this pain increases with every second. Now and then people comes and make me realize that I'm not worth anything. I feel like a shit. Good for nothing. Some says I'm stubborn and some says that I have an attitude. Attitude of asking questions on why they left me when I needed them the most.
Tears that no one see. Heart breaks that no one feels and loneliness that no one fills. It kills me inside. I wish if it can kill me once forever. Living like a dead soul hurts. I wish if my only one wish come true. Wish of getting freedom from this pain.
